why does life have to so cruel… i quietly whispered, still resting my head against the glass like a sad heroin of the 90’s but this time i really was sad . life felt like a cheap nympho whore that just wants to suck all the time, ugh im not making sense, the day was just weird and… there’s a lot that i don’t wanna think about , like kissing Dave umm fuck what was i thinking ! we didn’t talk much after that he was just driving , trying not to look at me, i guess he didnt wanna make me feel weird about the whole kissing him thing but he did look worried… for me… do i do i deserve it ! just one call and and he came running and you anie you were always a bitch to him… always ugh.
we were there it was a quiet ride none of us said anything but i bet we were thinking a lot, i was. we made our way to our rooms ” umm if you need anything i’ll… ” i’ll tell you… i replied ” sure um take care then ” said daive before walking into his room … phew today was a day i said and got into my room throwing my bag on the couch and jumping straight into the bathroom, i wanted to not think about what happened today and i needed a shower, and more importantly a distraction so i decided to turn on my lady emotions. the cold water running down my body where my hands were trying to fire up my emotions … mmm aah yess mmm, it was working my body reacting to the flow of my fingers and my moans mixing with the sound of running water that i bet dave could hear and somehow the idea of that made me more horny and made my fingers work faster … ahmmm mmm yess Dave ughh yess fuckk… i had no idea what i was saying or doing i just … just new that it felt good and i wanted to feel good . thinking about dave it didnt take me long a few more moans and a few more flick of the fingers and i was there my body tensing up before i let out a loud moan and let my lady emotions take over … i came, and it felt amazing.
i came out put some clothes on and got into the ved. ” god it felt nice ” i said to my self… i wanted a distraction and it worked, i didnt wanna think about what happened today, blacking out, the hospital, dave, ugh whats wrong with me ? the doctor said the reports are fine and they didnt find anything wrong and that makes it scary it doesnt mean nothing is wrong its just that they cant find it… and if they cant find it they cant treat it which means it can happen again and again and over again, and thing i didnt wanna think about i could black out one day and never wake up… fuck no no no i dont wanna think about that .
my brain was a mess and my eyes were tired pretty sure i was gonna pass out and i did… i think i slept a lot, it was about 10 in the night, fuck i over slept, anywho atleast i wasnt thinking about… no no no not again i dont wanna think about that. i said to myself… fuck am i going insane ! it was all coming back and i needed a distraction and i knew what it was … “no anie you shouldn’t are you crazy ” said my dead 3rd person voice but i knew what i needed, i got out of the bed and opened my door, ” stop it you are not like this… do you really wanna do this ! ” said my third person voice again… but i needed it and i needed to feel good ” yess i want to shut up ” i muttered before knocking on daves door… here goes nothing.
alrighty peeps episode 4 comes to an end i think im getting better at writting but if you have any suggestions do let me know on patreon see ya later. love ya
Break Me More – EP 4 ( cult only )
